Dangerous Intentions

Dangerous Intentions: Mouth Full of Lies is about my experience in a relationship with a Jamaican man named Mark (The Love of My Life) or so I thought. No matter how good things felt with all of the passion, love, time spent together, and chemistry, a web of lies was created. Once lies begin to surface things take a dramatic turn which changes the whole perception of what things appeared to be. I was taken on the ride of my life, the man I thought I knew suddenly became someone I didn't know at all. It was as if a mask was peeling off of his face and the person behind the mask emerged, which was a stranger to me. Our whole relationship seemed to disappear in the blink of an eye. My story will take you through all of the hurt and betrayal I endured. The man that vowed to love me and always be there for me lied and abandoned me. It almost seemed I was playing a character in a movie thinking this can't really be happening. He could no longer run from the truth, it was time to face it. The double life he was living blew up in an unexpected way. Ultimately he sold me a dream, but in the end delivered a nightmare.

As my life was turned upside down I slowly moved on trying to put the pieces back together. In the process I crossed paths with another Jamaican man named Devon, who seemed to be the opposite of Mark. Devon and I would talk all the time about our past relationships which he used as a way to get close to me. I became hesitant pretty quickly as I noticed a dark side emerge that kept revealing itself no matter how much he tried to conceal it. Devon became emotionally and mentally abusive, it was the first time in my life I had ever experienced that type of abuse. He became a complete monster, as I tried to leave him many times I realized unlike the relationship with Mark, getting away from Devon would be more of a challenge. He was a manager at a cruise line where I worked and he made sure to keep reminding me by his actions that things would never be over until he wanted it to be over. I was taken through more twists, turns and confusion. In the end, I had to make a wise decision and forget what I hoped things could be based off of false pretenses and instead do what was best for me.